Dusting Away

It's been ages since I last wrote. It's been awhile and yes, my fingers are getting rusty and the little imaginative mind I had is seeping away. A new role I have embraced and yes, it is taking me a whole new level, testing me in everyway. Used to be exhausted so easily, now I have no choice, exhaustion it may be, I have to go on... Used to complain of the time which I lack, now it's ticking away even faster. Used to loath going to work, now I am looking forward to going back to my desk.
Used to just want to be home, now I am desperate to just be away.

Sounds depressing but on the contrary, it should be one filled with much joy. It is indeed a blessing but I just need to be stronger. I just need to pick myself up and focus on showering love and tenderly care. No one told me it would be this difficult, but all mentions that it would be much rewarding.

So I pray that it can only get easier.