Roller coaster of Emotions

Am certainly on a ride ... The ups and downs, thrills and bumps are soon tiring me out. Guess for those who know me well, it is none other than the job-factor. As I sit and ponder more, it is indeed a tough one to conquer.

Get a hold of yourself (thinking to myself).

Had indeed quite a rough week - began a whole new chapter with my HOD leaving me to carry on this journey. Yes, it came shockingly my way - it was difficult to comprehend as I had been confident that he is going to be adapting far better than me. Reality hit me the last 7 days or so as I had to manage a programme evaluation and making right recommendation as well as committing to a requested budget.

Will be in a meeting tomorrow to discuss about my future plans in Communications. Just had a drafted article which I did revamped. (ouch). Not sure how rationale it is to carry on with the plan to be part of the Communications team.

Had trouble communicating to inquirers, and mind you, on the phone. Hope dampened, confidence bruised.

Communications?

Was advised to write an experiential account for a website. Yet to start. Still recovering.