Dusting Away
It's been ages since I last wrote. It's been awhile and yes, my fingers are getting rusty and the little imaginative mind I had is seeping away. A new role I have embraced and yes, it is taking me a whole new level, testing me in everyway. Used to be exhausted so easily, now I have no choice, exhaustion it may be, I have to go on... Used to complain of the time which I lack, now it's ticking away even faster. Used to loath going to work, now I am looking forward to going back to my desk.
Used to just want to be home, now I am desperate to just be away.
Sounds depressing but on the contrary, it should be one filled with much joy. It is indeed a blessing but I just need to be stronger. I just need to pick myself up and focus on showering love and tenderly care. No one told me it would be this difficult, but all mentions that it would be much rewarding.
So I pray that it can only get easier.
Used to just want to be home, now I am desperate to just be away.
Sounds depressing but on the contrary, it should be one filled with much joy. It is indeed a blessing but I just need to be stronger. I just need to pick myself up and focus on showering love and tenderly care. No one told me it would be this difficult, but all mentions that it would be much rewarding.
So I pray that it can only get easier.
posted by charlene at
10:19 PM
2 Comments:
Don't be despair ya. It will get easier. I've been there so you can definitely take my word for it :)
Soon you will be wishing the other way around and want to stay home. Witness all her tiny milestones, mumbles her 1st Mama Papa, crawls towards you, tickled in laughter when she sees you smile! These are the rewards.
Nothing comes easy, nor do they come quickly. But when they finally do, they come as quickly as they pass.
We'll see you soon Mommy. Till then, enjoy your newborn today. Tomorrow she's already 3months!
Hey thanks jac for listening me out, in fact was so surprised to see a comment to the post. Was rambling away to myself, didn't thought anyone would read. Lol. :)
Yeah, definitely agree that nothing comes easy but at the end of the day there are the little moments which melts the heart and one can only take joy in them.
See you soon and yes, alysha is growing fast before our eyes (even tho still kinda small) :)
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